1. |
Offering
03:37
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I can't get out of my head
I'd give anything I have
Like a dumb gold coin
Or a stupid dove
Or I'd shave my head
Like all the boys I've loved
Loved
What do you want from me?
I don't think I can offer you anything
You can't give yourself
What do you want from me?
I don't think I can offer you anything
You can't give yourself
You can't give yourself
I am so alone in this
Like everyone's alone in this
I am so alone in this
Everyone's alone in this
What do you want from me
I don't think I could offer anything
You can't already take from me
You can't already take from me
Take some time to breathe
Lump in my throat
I don't wanna say anything
Can't hit the note
I don't want to breathe
Lump in my throat
I don't want to be the one to leave
I want you to go
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2. |
Daylight Savings
03:46
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Rabbit rabbit
Happy birthday
Scorpio season
Fuckin’ hooray
All my friends are texting me to not text you
Speed on 80
Ninety on the highway
Hope the time change will change me in some way
Desert doesn’t adjust
To the winter
I’m not eating enough somehow
I’m still getting thinner
And I can’t believe my luck
Daylight savings is a man-made construct
I can’t believe my luck
I get dark so early, I get dark so early
God what have I done?
Mother has lost her son
I just lost another one I loved
I loved
One year later
Lost in my bed
Unreliable narrator
Telling lies to my head
Fell in love with stories
For me to overanalyze
And I hope she’s nice
The girl I made up for you
And I hope she treats you better
Then I could do
And I can’t believe my luck
Daylight savings is a man-made construct
I can’t believe my luck
I get dark so early, I get dark so early
I get dark so early
Oh god what have I done?
I get dark so early
Mother has lost her son
I get dark so early
I just lost another one I loved
I get dark so early
I loved
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3. |
Better Than Who?
04:15
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Maybe in a few years I'll see you
Hanging outside with your friends
You'll get up from your chair pretend
It's nice to see me again
Then
That's it
We'll part
Affairs of the heart
Over when they start
Begging for atonement
Give in too late
I'm so hard to date
Say the wrong thing in the right
Couldn't fix it on my own
Thought I knew well enough to know
Better
Better than who?
And when you find another love
I hope she treats you like a dove
And is better
Better for you
Got a call from an old friend last night
Said he was checking up on me
Told me a story how you told him
That you knew
I was way out of your league
The defense
It rests
Feeding from the breast
Of an empty chest
Monkey hugging wire
Blankets warm but colder
Then when you would hold her
So cut her up
And throw her on the fire
Couldn't fix it on my own
Thought I knew well enough to know
Better
Better than who?
And when you find another love
I hope she treats you like a dove
And is better
Better for you
God how it hurts,
You couldn't handle me at my worst
God, how it hurts
You couldn't handle me at my worst
God, how it hurts to know
You couldn't handle me at my worst
God, how it hurts to know
You couldn't handle me at my worst
God, how it hurts to know
You couldn't handle me at my worst
God, how it hurts to know
You couldn't handle me at my worst
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4. |
Make Good
03:58
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You’re having a hard time
And so am I
Can’t define the light
Or some kind of
Silver lining here
You take a snake bite
Everybody cheers
I can’t read your mind but I know you
Wish I wasn’t here
So I make a joke
Some pithy line
I can choke on my smug satisfaction
Another time
Cuz tonight I can tell that you wanna die
If I could make everything alright for you I would
When we yell at each other
We’re not yelling at one another
We yell at our childhoods
If I could make everything alright for you I would
And when I’d make a promise I would always make good
Make good
You’re afraid of your dog dying
You brought me yours when I lost mine
Always think it’s weird we say we lose things
When they’ve died
But that’s just life wish we could go
To Austin or New Mexico
Overpack our bags
Bring too many clothes
If I could make everything alright for you I would
When we yell at each other
We’re not yelling at one another
We yell at our childhoods
If I could make everything alright for you I would
And when I’d make a promise I would always make good
Make good
I’d make good
Or we could sink
Go down below
Weigh down everything
With the rocks that I stole
From dried-up lakes
They’re fossilized
They look see-through in the light
They look see-through in the light
But they’re opaque
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5. |
Do It
03:30
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You’re so gentle
When you fuck me up
Crying on the floor
Where I grew up
2am and we’re not getting close
To solving problems
We’re just making more so
You ask me to choke you out
And I say no
I tell you to go
But don’t want you to go
Do it do it do it
I fucking dare you
Do it do it do it
How fucking dare you
Took your car and drove around
Smoked some spirits
Wore the tires down
Desert roads are so dilapidated
Your shotgun waits in anticipation
You said you would strangle the smile
Off my face
No one can hear you scream when
You’re in your own space
So do it
Do it do it
I fucking dare you
Do it do it do it
How fucking dare you
Does this sound good?
Doesn’t it soothe you
Couldn’t take my love
Or prove it to you
I criticize while you analyze
Everything that I say with my mouth
Not my eyes
Isn’t this nice?
Tearing off all my limbs
Chastizing myself that I even miss him
I’m sick in the head
I’m sick in the head
I’m sick in the head
I’m sick in the head
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6. |
Apathy Police
03:30
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Took me out on friday night
I was ready for a fight
We watched a band play
That pissed off the sound guy
They played well
But the vox were too dry
Now you walk me to my home
I’m with you but I’m still alone
What a day for going outside
I’m having fun but I’m dying on the inside
And the seasons changing
getting darker early
I know these things take time
But could time hurry
Cuz it’s pathetic
How apathetic
I am
Now you’re lying in my bed
It’s a lie that he’s not in my head
He always snored too loud for me to sleep
But you’re so quiet that I can’t breathe
Maybe it’s a good thing
How much I hate being with myself
Licensed at deflecting
My own solitude
With someone else
It’s pathetic
How apathetic
I am
But I guess misery
Hates company
When it’s paired with my
Antipathy
Silly me
I guarantee
This won’t end well
For me
But I guess misery
Hates company
When it’s paired with my
Antipathy
Silly me
I guarantee
This won’t end well
For me
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7. |
Coin Shortage
01:20
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Walking to the corner store
To get some quarters
They say they don’t have any
Something ‘bout a shortage
Guess it doesn’t matter anyway
Cuz I can’t change for you
No it doesn’t matter anyway
Cuz I can’t change for you
I’m so fucking funny
I’m so fucking clever
Everything that comes out of my mouth
Reads like an Edith Wharton letter
But I can’t seem to stop
Messing everything up
The cup’s not half full or half empty
It’s just a fucking cup
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8. |
Daddy Issues
02:58
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Picking cherries off a cherry tree
Stuck with myself for eternity
Just me myself and
I can’t take it
I hate my body
Except when I’m naked
I walked by a flock of geese
Who turned out to be kids playing
On the swings
I walked by a flock of geese
Who turned out to be kids playing
On the swings
I held a man in my arms who cried
Telling me how is daughter died
And I couldn’t think of a good reply
I just thought of my father’s eyes
I thought of my father’s eyes
Self-care is the worst phrase
In the English language
Don’t fight me
But I still have to celebrate
When I get me some groceries
Or when I cook myself a meal
Or label what I feel
Wouldn’t have taken the deal
If I knew this was the deal
I held a man in my arms who cried
Telling me how is daughter died
And I couldn’t think of a good reply
I just thought of my father’s eyes
I thought of my father’s eyes
I hope he’s proud of me
I hope he’s proud of me
I got out of bed today
Some days are worse than other days
I hope he’s proud of me
I hope he’s proud of me
I got out of bed today
Some days are worse than other days
Some days are worse than other days
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9. |
D.O.A.
03:58
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Let’s take a drive
Yell in my car
I miss everything
That pissed me off before
Can’t deny
That I am sore
I got everything I need
I don’t take drugs anymore
But if I could
I would take you
In an instant
If I could
I would take you back
In an instant
It’s too late
Auction’s over
And I got nothing left
but me and my car
On the shoulder
Of the open road
I don’t know where the hell to go
Guess I’m not brave
Every chance I get I start to cave
I don’t see the point in trying to save
Something that was dead on arrival
When I left you said you wouldn’t hold me back
Don’t hold me back now
When I left you said you wouldn’t hold me back
Don’t hold me back now
When I left you said you wouldn’t hold me back
Don’t hold me back now
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